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Cancel(ed) Transmute

“i’m all alone and there’s a snake wearing a vest.” – Pee Wee Herman

It was mid-August and I had just come through another exhilarating but exhausting Thirsty Ears Festival but couldn’t rest just yet as Maria and I were putting our condo on the market and I had to spend the Monday after the fest cleaning and schlepping.

I wore old jeans and my most comfortable T-shirt for this task and didn’t bother to change when I went to WFMT later in the afternoon for a meeting and so it was a fun irony that I was wearing my WFMT shirt as I was told that Relevant Tones had been canceled and apparently had been canceled for some time and I was one of the last people to know.

My feelings about this have been complex.  I got into radio by accident in 2006.  I was giving a talk at the Chicago Cultural Center and someone came up to me afterward and said that I should be in radio.  I was like yeah that sounds great and he said, no I run a radio station and I’m offering you a show.

That was Craig Kois who was the head of WLUW at the time and I started a show called Relevant Tones that aired on Sundays at 6:00 PM. My show aired after a three-hour show of Latin music hosted by a guy named Gustavo who always spoke Spanish to me even though my Spanish was terrible back then. “Quieres grabar?” he would ask as I walked in.  Do you want to record?  Sadly I never recorded the show in those days and now don’t have those archives.

After my show was Labor Express, hosted by a guy named Jerry who was the calmest, nicest guy in the world off air and a ranting maniac on air.  His show was about socialism and it always started with a protest song which he’d fade down whilst taking in a huge lungful of air, wait a tick, and then let rip.  “WELL THEY’RE AT IT AGAIN, DEFRAUDING THE WORKER OF HIS HARD-EARNED DUES.”  I always hung around to hear the first few minutes and then listened to the rest in my car driving home.

Relevant Tones in those days was always live, I didn’t have a producer, I just brought in CDs or had guests and basically played whatever I was listening to at the time.  There was no thought of a broader mission or of serving the contemporary music community at that time, it was just me talking about and sharing music on my radar including my own music which is always on my radar.

In 2009 I met Jesse McQuarters when he played bass on a piece of mine called Sawtooth Hammer.  The concert was at the historic Green Mill tavern and over drinks afterward we talked about how cool it would be to get Relevant Tones on WFMT.  Jesse was a producer on WFMT’s flagship show Exploring Music and we met numerous times over the next year or so.

The station was open to the idea of a contemporary music show but we were told we’d have to personally raise $100,000 to get it on the air which just wasn’t going to happen.  Meanwhile Jesse and I made seven pilot shows and WFMT aired them and they were unexpectedly popular. The station agreed to re-air them while we tried to raise funds.  They ran for 21 weeks and nothing happened and that would have been that except for a fortuitous lunch meeting in which my friend Janet introduced me to Greg Cameron who was the COO for the parent company of WFMT and its sister television station WTTW.

Greg was very interested in all things contemporary and the next several months were a whirlwind.  He raised the money we needed, he put me on the cover of the WTTW magazine and I was on Chicago Tonight talking about contemporary classical music.  We had a glitzy launch party and he was talking about making contemporary music a station-wide focus in the wake of their sixtieth anniversary.  A year later we syndicated nationally and were on thirty-ish stations around the country and we got a big grant from the NEA.  It felt like we couldn’t lose.

But then I developed a raging addiction to cocaine, became impossible to work with and even got into a fistfight with Bill Murray.  Oh no wait, that’s Chevy Chase, I was cool. I kept my head down and over the last seven years I worked with three producers to make two hundred and sixty episodes.  We won the ASCAP Deems Taylor award, traveled to twenty some-odd countries, interviewed dozens and dozens of composers and performers, did live events from National Sawdust, Le Poisson Rouge and Lincoln Center and created a body of work that I’m very proud of.

That said, I’m not entirely upset to be giving it up.  Making a weekly produced radio show has been a lot more time-consuming than I ever realized it would be and it has definitely negatively affected my productivity as a composer.  As Relevant Tones comes to an end I find myself feeling nostalgic for the show and I’m disappointed that it’s being canceled. It’s impossible not to feel that WFMT is rejecting me personally and, even though I know that’s not true, it still hurts.

But at the same time I find myself suddenly awash in composing opportunities and I have no idea how I would have the time to write all this music if I was constantly having to research new shows, record promos, interview guests, keep up with the never-ending glut of emails, and of course record the actual shows.

Growing up if I ever said something negative my mom would say “cancel transmute” which was something she read in one of her spirituality books.  It meant to cancel the negative thought and turn it into something good.  Although I have no negative feelings for WFMT and in fact still revere it as the legendary institution it is, I can’t help but think of that expression. It’s time to transmute.  I’m no longer a radio host but at the same time I no longer have something convenient to hide behind and use as an excuse not to pursue composing with all of my heart.

I’ve included a short list of my upcoming compositional projects below.  I’m really excited to jump into them with everything I have.

Dreaming Grand Avenue

I’m scoring my first feature-length film!  It’s called Dreaming Grand Avenue and it’s about a man and woman who keep meeting in dreams before meeting in real life.  The film is gorgeously shot, all in Chicago, it’s wonderful surrealistic and I’ve already got a great start on the music.  I’m very excited about this project.

La Jetée the Opera

I saw La Jetée for the first time years ago and, as with so many other people, it has absolutely haunted me. I think about it all the time.  A year or so ago I was idly playing piano and thinking how much I wanted another big project to sink my teeth into and it occurred to me to adapt La Jetée as an opera

And it’s happening!  I’m working with a lawyer to get the rights to the name, I have a librettist on board and it’s all falling into place. The librettist happens to be my favorite novelist on the planet too which is saying a lot because I read a ton of novels.

His name is J. Robert Lennon and I discovered him at Powell’s Books in Portland, OR and have since read all of his books.  I literally wrote him through his website and was like, I’m a super fan and I want to make La Jetée into an opera and you must be my librettist and he wrote back and said yes.  Incroable!   That’s French for incredible. Because you know, La Jetée is French.

Pessimistic Utterances

I’m putting the finishing touches on a large cycle of piano pieces called Pessimistic Utterances.  For years I’ve written down pessimistic things I overhear people say and have been setting them to music.

We’ll go into the studio to record them in early 2019 and the recording will be paired with an essay by me on pessimism.  Details to be announced in a future newsletter but for now I need two more pieces so if you hear something pessimistic send it to me!

Et Alia

I’m writing pieces for guitar and piano for my friend Gene Pritsker and I to play on two concerts in Manhattan in December.

I was just named an associate composer with Random Access Music and am writing an ensemble piece for their March concert.

I set a Carl Sandburg poem a few years back for the Ear Taxi festival in Chicago and will be fleshing it out with two more settings for a performance in spring of 2019.

Featured Seth Music: Sawtooth Hammer

I thought it would be fun to feature the piece that launched the process that led to Relevant Tones moving to WFMT way back when.  Sawtooth Hammer is for bass quartet. I couldn’t find the recording from the Green Mill unfortunately so here is a wonderful performance by the Chicago Bass Ensemble.  Enjoy!
 

 

Last Month on Relevant Tones

For two more months I host a radio show dedicated to contemporary classical music.  Then it’s canceled.  But here’s what we did last month.

 

Oct 5    Composer Cosmology
Oct 12  Open House
Oct 19  Thea Musgrave
Oct 26  The Accordion

Miscellany, mélange, hodgepodge, etc.

 

 

I was originally going to write about dreams because of the Dreaming Grand Avenue project which has me rereading Joseph Campbell, C.G. Jung, etc., and that’s why I included the Pee Wee Herman quote at the top.  But thoughts of WFMT took over and I went in that direction instead but decided to leave the quote because, well I like it and I like that movie too.

The quote is from Pee Wee’s Big Adventure.  Pee Wee’s wallet was stolen by the fortune teller who told him his bike was in the basement of the Alamo and in a Texas restaurant he has to pay for his meal by washing dishes.  The server, Simone, is kind to him and they spend the night in a dinosaur’s head talking about dreams.  Speaking of surrealism…

 

Maria and I are off to Rome on the 21st!  We’re celebrating my birthday and it’s also the only vacation either of us took this year.  I was last in Rome in 2000 so it’s been a while.  Can’t wait!

We’re currently staying in an Airbnb in Hopatcong, New Jersey while we wait to close on our new co-op.  Hopatcong is nice but Rome will be better methinks.

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